Discernment lessons. April 2021

#discernment #guidance. 

     It's very easy to #discern when you know how. Learn to #listen to how many times a person says "me", "my", "I", "mine" rather than "we", "us", "our". A selfish person will always give themself away by not being #unified and #inclusive and God intended us to always be in #inity #unity. Division is from satan!

   You can read a persons spirit very well by how much they make effort to unify in all situations. Without question. Unity comes naturally to the children of the light. They know no other way. Anything less causes an energy imbalance.   

   Left untreated whether spiritual or carnal, this can result in chronic medical problems in many and varied areas of life. I have authority to teach in Christ as I lived through and am healing from the same. I learned the hard way through always putting other people before myself. 

    I thank God for my blessed gift of wisdom to know that it’s preposterous to speak on subjects that one holds no knowledge in and that in HIM I have never been so foolish to do such. #knowyourself . DEEPLY! 

   Avoidance of self nurturing the soul will come back and bite you and force you to learn the lessons. God is always in control no matter who or what babylon system says or tries to implement, and what God has planned will always come to pass no matter who or which babylon system tries to stop or hinder it. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has NOT overcome it. JOHN 1:5

  Notice how the person has responded to anything personal you have shared about yourself. Did they ignore it and continue to talk about their own agenda or did they show care and empathy? Are they kind to animals and sick people? If they don't overstand then do they make effort to try? Read between the lines people.

  Then, most importantly listen very carefully to what is NOT being said. Use #wisdom Take note of how people address any questions you have asked them. Avoidance is an instant red flag. Stay humble, stay aware, and stay sharp. #givethanksforlife in all situations. 

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❤💛💚

Choices

 Miss Pepper— Sunday, April 24, 2011 11.56 am

Michael Jackson sung - we are the world, we are the children. A few small words, yet such inspiration when analysed! I don't think a lot of people think deep and analyse. Life gets in the way, we become too busy with work, children, and 'stuff n things'!

 

 Well we are the world and we are Jah children, and 'stuff and things' are NOTHING! We come into this world with nothing and we leave with nothing - ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

 

 I had a friend many years ago. I remember one time going to her house for coffee. She had a baby around one years old and he was sat on her kitchen worktop eating cereal. All that I had in my mind as she pottered about was -that baby might fall off there, why aren't they sat at the table.

 

  I have have been ripped and condemned so many times for my outspoken mouth and ways over the years as I keep it real and tell it how it is. I have now, however, accepted me and realised and come to the conclusion that GOD made me like this because this is how HE wants me - he knows my heart. I asked her - do you think he is safe on that worktop and her answer was - well he's not sitting my table - that tablecloth cost a fortune! Even though very young, it had a profound affect on me and I knew that she was seeing the price of the tablecloth as more value than her baby because if they fell, they could smash their head. I dealt with it by standing close to that baby and helping them with their spoon and to feed.

 

The children are the future and this world in general is not appreciating the precious gift of life that God gives when allows births to happen. So many babies and children are not getting the MOST IMPORTANT values and guidance as their modern parents are too preoccupied with allowing anything but their precious babies to come first. At 21 and almost 16, my babies are gone and it happened so quickly. It doesn't seem long since they were born. I wish I could holla to new mothers and fathers and bring them forwards and let them see and look back in hindsight as I KNOW they would do things differently.

 

I get lots wrong, I am a sinner , but one thing I do know how to do is love and despite the devils attempts upon my life, using my children to hurt, crush and destroy me along the way, the blessing of knowing how to give it out, despite never having received any as a child myself stayed strong. Please please people, put your babies and children FIRST!

 

Sometimes things will happen where you want to ring their necks, they do awful stuff as teenagers for example - really terrible stuff at times, but hold your faith people, fall back when you want to shout at them, call upon the name of the Lord, in the name of Hos son Yeshua to help and strengthen you and NEVER forget that YOU are also a precious child of GOD and HE will NOT leave you!

 

The spiritual walk is not easy and as a very precious and special person to me told me only the other day - the devil wants to make us unhappy and will use the people we love the most (our children) to get to us. Well no devil - Jesus rebuked you and broke all the curses when he shed his blood and rose again. The blood of Christ is the most powerful thing we have as protection and we must call out and use it to cover any given situation and it is HIS promise that we will be safe.

 

Do not fear the devil, he is NOTHING! Be aware of words used as what we speak becomes manifest - speak life over anything and everything, reach, call and claim your blessings according to HIS riches in glory - GOD wants to prosper you in every single tiny situation. Believe and receive! Miracles are real! Make the right choices, fight this world - the thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy and you have free will and the choice NOT to allow it in the name of Jesus. I have seen far too many miracles that without our Lord would have cause death and destruction. I have heard stories of people in the most terrible lives and circumstances come to Christ and be saved and redeemed. Spread the word - live in the light - walk the walk - DO NOT just talk the talk - Jesus is alive!

 

I am the way, the truth and the life - that's what Jesus said. stay blessed!

Demonic Attack Awareness

 Demonic attack awareness.

 21/08/2020

I was very badly spiritually attacked yesterday. It was verbal, but manifested soul deep and manifested physically to a point I thought I was passing away. I was told to get those effin locks cut off NOW; And stay away from Rasta teachings because you're not one and will never be one.

  It went further as I was called out as a devil child 21 (that's another story, which, praise God my blessed discernment overstood immediately), along with being cursed as vile and evil. I was then told that I have no love in my heart.

  Prayer and scripture was my only choice at that stage as I caffled (dialectal England, intransitive verb), and the emotion was too sore to cope with, because I know how loving and giving I am, simply because everyone who loves me tells me that, BUT, beware Saint's, because although we are protected by the blood of the Lamb and (give thanks) we know that the scriptures are LIVING and ACTIVE, (Heb 18:21), there are still many variations of evil creatures amongst imanity as we live and breathe. Soul sucker's (spiritual vampires) are real and they can still attack God’s children.

  I spoke to someone The Most High clearly told me time over not to communicate with. Why? Because number 1 it was habitual, but mostly that I don't believe in quitting on past prayers previously given up in the purity of God's love for the soul and deliverance of another. I had seen a better version of this person spiritually but knew that they are possessed by the big ones. Incubus, Succubus, Leviathan and Jezebel.

 Having gone through the motions of many dark stages on many occasions since I was tiny, because of generational curses I was born into, and being cursed by charlatans posing as light, and cussed at and cursed with words since I was 3 but now blessed to be brought through into His Glorious Light, I believed for this person’s soul. I believed for the best in them. Grave mistake!!!

I became ill instantly when I answered them and they continued with the attacks for hours. I was woken at 4am with chronic illness and laid and asked God was it my time. I had no life force and THIS is what these kinds of demons do. They suck the life force from your soul. I found out after being back on a computer after 9 years, that you can block someone's email and switch Google hangouts off permanently. This was only after this person tormented the life out of me and again, started with it the next morning. That person attacked every single part of my psyche, but as soon as they said I have no love in my heart, I realized it was demons controlling them. After blocking and removing hangouts so that they could no longer communicate, I prayed, I declared, I stayed in faith and it's straight up miraculous how quick I am recovering already, but, I write this because I don't want anyone to be complacent in their faith and think, oh, it won't happen to me, my faiths too strong. Satan will use anyone, anything and any chance to take down the children of the light and spiritual attacks are very real. 

Stay true and always tell the truth. Even if your voice shakes. God is near and will never leave or forsake us. 

Give thanks.

Mirror number revelations Dec 5th 2019

1

The number 1 is only divisible by itself. It is independent of any other numerals yet composes them all. It symbolizes in the Bible the unity and primacy, and the oneness of the Godhead. 

What is known as the Shema (or Shema Yisrael), a quote of verse four in Deuteronomy 6:4 that is often used in Jewish prayer services, attests to this fact.

2

The number 2 conveys the meaning of a union, division or the verification of facts by witnesses. A man and woman, though two in number, are made one in marriage (Genesis 2:23 - 24). There is also the union between Christ and the church (see 1Corinthians 12).

3

The number 3 is used 467 times in the scriptures. It pictures completeness, though to a lesser degree than 7. The meaning of this number derives from the fact that it is the first of four spiritually perfect numerals (the others being 7, 10 and 12). The 3 righteous patriarchs before the flood were Abel, Enoch and Noah. After the deluge there was the righteous "fathers" Abraham, Isaac and Jacob (later renamed Israel).

4

 The number 4 derives its meaning from creation. On the fourth day of what is called 'creation week' Jah completed the material universe. On this day he brought into existence our sun, the moon, and all the stars (Genesis 1:14 - 19). 

 Their purpose was not only to give off light, but also to divide the day from the night on earth, thus becoming a basic demarcation of time. They were also made to be a type of signal that would mark off the days, years and seasons.

5

The number 5 symbolizes God,s grace, goodness and favor toward humans and is mentioned 318 times in Scripture. 

 Five is the number of grace, and multiplied by itself, which is 25, is 'grace upon grace' (John 1:16). The ten commandments contains two sets of 5 commandments. The first five commandments are related to our treatment and relationship with God, and the last five concern our relationship with others humans.

6

In the Bible, the number 6 symbolizes man and human weakness, satan's evil and the manifestation of sin. Man was created on the sixth day. Men are appointed 6 days to labor.

A Hebrew slave was to serve six years and be released in the 7th year. Six years were appointed for the land to he sown and harvested. The number 6 is also associated with Satan in his temptation of Yeshua.

7

Used 735 times (54 times in the book of Revelation alone), the number 7 is the foundation of God's word. If we include with this count how many times 'sevenfold' (6) and 'seventh' (119) is used, our total jumps to 860 references.

Seven is the number of completeness and perfection (both physical and spiritual). It derives much of its meaning from being tied directly to God's creation of all things.

 According to some Jewish traditions, the creation of Adam occurred on September 26, 3760 B.C. (or the first day of Tishri, which is the seventh month on the Hebrew calendar). 

8

 The number 8 in the Bible represents a new beginning, meaning a new order or creation, and man's true 'born again' event when he is resurrected from the dead into eternal life.

Like the Old Testament Passover lamb, Jesus was selected as the Lamb to take away man's sins on the Hebrew day of Nisan 10 (April 1, 30 A.D. - John 12: 28 - 29). 

He was crucified on Nisan 14 (Wednesday, April 5 in 30 A.D.). His resurrection occurred, exactly as he stated, 3 days and 3 nights after he was buried, which was at the end of the weekly Sabbath day that fell on Nisan 17 (seventeen symbolizes victory).

9

The Meaning of Numbers: The Number 9

Used 49 times in Scripture, the number 9 symbolizes divine completeness or conveys the meaning of finality. 

 Christ died at the 9th hour of the day, or 3 p.m., to make the way of salvation open to everyone. 

The day of atonement (Yom Kippur) is the only one of God's annual Feast days of worship that requires believers to fast for one day. This special day, considered by many Jews to be the holiest of the year, begins at sunset on day 9 of the 7th Hebrew month. (Leviticus 23:32).

The number 9 also represents the fruits of Jah Holy Spirit which are Faithfulness, Gentleness, Goodness, Joy, Kindness, Long suffering, Love, Peace and Self-control (Galatians 5:22 - 23).

10

In the Bible, the number 10 is used 242 times. The designation "10th" is used 79 times. Ten is also viewed as a complete and perfect number, as is 3, 7 and 12. It is made up of 4, the number of the physical creation and 6, the number of man. As such, 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility and the completeness of order.

11:11

 Symbolizing disorder, chaos and judgment. 

In the scriptures, number 11 is used twenty-four times and "11th" can be found 19 times.

12:12 

 Twelve can be found in 187 places in God's word. Revelation alone has 22 occurrences of the number. The meaning of 12, which is considered a perfect number, is that it symbolizes God's power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation. It can also symbolize completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole.

13:13

 The number 13 is symbolic of sin, rebellion and lawlessness. 

Nimrod, the mighty hunter who was 'before the Lord' (meaning he tried to take the place of God - Genesis 10:9), was the 13th in Ham's line (Ham was one of Noah's three sons who survived the flood). Thirteen represents all the governments created by men, and inspired by Satan, in outright rebellion against the Eternal.

14:14 

 Being a multiple of 7, 14 partakes of its importance and, being double that number, implies a double measure of spiritual perfection. The number two with which it is combined (2x7) may, however, bring its own significance into its meaning, as it does in Matthew 1, where the genealogy of Jesus Christ is divided up and given in sets of 14 (2x7) generations, two being associated with incarnation.

15:15 

 The number 15 in the Bible pictures rest, which comes after deliverance, represented by fourteen. 

The 15th day of the first Hebrew month (Nisan) is the first day of the Feast of Unleavened Bread, a day of rest for the children of Israel. The 15th day of the 7th Hebrew month begins the Feast of Tabernacles, also a day of rest.

16:16 

 The number sixteen is symbolic of love and loving. To become perfected in Jah's aggape love, not just by physically obeying the commandments, but also by following the full spiritual intent of our Creator's laws and judgments (Matthew 22:37 - 40). This duality of true love is represented by 8 + 8 = 16.

17:17 

In the Bible the number 17 symbolizes "overcoming the enemy" and "complete victory." 

 Jah overcame the sins of rebellious humans when he began to flood the earth through rain on the 17th of the second Hebrew month. Noah's ark and its eight passengers rested on the mountains of Ararat on the 17th of the seventh month (right in the middle of God's annual Holy period known as the Feast of Tabernacles).

18:18

 The significance of the number eighteen in the Bible comes from its symbolic meaning for bondage.

 After taking possession of the Promised Land, the children of Israel were in bondage to several nations and peoples before Saul was made king. Two of their enemies, Eglon the Moabite king and the Philistines (with the help of the people of Ammon) oppressed them for 18 years (Judges 3:12, 14, 10:7 - 8).

19:19 

The number 19, which is the combining of 10 and 9, usually denotes Jah's perfect order in regard to his judgment in the Bible. The names Job and Eve, if we substitute letters for numbers, add up to 19.

What does the number 19 mean in relation to Israel? The united kingdom split into two pieces after the death of Solomon. The piece referred to as Israel, or the Northern Ten Tribes, had Jeroboam as their first king (930 to 909 B.C.). Judah's first king was Rehoboam (930 to 913 B.C.).

I do not hold copyright to this literature. 

I can't be that amazing, can I?

Awake at 5.43, I had only had just over 5 hours sleep. I reach to God because I know that is the correct thing to do on waking, yet, ouch! That pain again, that disgusting pain which had bothered me since I closed my eyes the previous night. 

Blog! The word was there. Blog! I used to blog incessantly back in the day, until, something, somehow had changed the course and direction of my life and I had gotten off point. Why, oh why, had I deserted one of my deepest loves? The gorgeous gift of the written word. I loved it as much as my faith and the music I create.

So, the title here!!! 'I can't be that amazing, can I'? I sit here in the very centre of a major season change of life. Aged 44 and single. Single, may I say most profusely is by no choice or decision of my own. My heart yearns for a man's arms, I crave this 'normal' thing that everyone, but everyone seems to have, and, again, after laying down my head the previous night after multiple tears, I sit again, on another new morning with a blessing of gentle birdsong as the day breaks, and need to always remember, that with each new morning, comes mercies anew. Hallelujah.

This particular change of season is a relocation. Having already taken many belongings to the new property, I realized that I had been premature in taking my tool box ahead of time. When the plumber came to disconnect my stove, I asked to borrow a tool in order to take down my table in preparation for the removal van. 

As I finished removing the legs, his words to me, which, I absolutely know, were intended as a compliment, had the absolute opposite effect and cut at my heart like a knife. See, he said, look at you, you don't need a man. I knew that in his heart, as said, that he was praising me for my effort, but, at that moment, I felt like my heart was going to burst open with pain. Forever the actress, I gave an enormous smile and faked it and said, yes, but I want one. 

I have had my heart very deeply broken by three men in a row. Three God guys, all church goer's who have all said exactly the same thing to me. You are so amazing, I can't do this any more, you are a queen and I am not in a position to give you all that you deserve. I am not good enough for you with all your God given gifts and talents. I am regularly told that I am amazing, beautiful, talented and all the wonderful words that many girls long to hear, yet never do, yet, here, I am, aged 44 and still single. Single sucks. I absolutely hate it. The pain intensifies as the years pass by. That horrible, realistic reason, that all three who stole my heart had said to me, and I guess, that the plumber's endorsement of my skills and talents, was, for someone like me, a harsh reminder, of all the heartbreak. 

I do have such strong faith and I have never ever had any shyness about speaking out who my Jesus is from being a teeny tiny child. I know that I knew Jesus from being aged 3, the earliest age that I can recall in my physical memory and I again declare as to why my life cannot happen without Him being my Lord and Saviour.  Evangelism could not have been designed for anyone better than me. It totally fits my essence and character and I do it so naturally. I thank the most high GOD for our beautiful new home and again, push back this pain that tries to attack as I stand firmly on his living word, quoted in Hebrews 4:12 and again, make an informed choice in my own God given free will to stand firm in faith for a forthcoming husband, just as I did for the house when all seemed hopeless. Hallelujah, hallelujah. Pain is a stronghold and praise breaks strongholds. No weapon formed against me will prosper, in the mighty name of Jesus.

Pepper...out!

The last true mouthpiece!

 On waking up from a few days of attacks of rotten illness and a good old bout of self-doubt, questioning and feeling terribly sorry for myself (I think incessant sneezing does that to some people), I feel strong again, praise God. I dreamed I was a badly behaved minister, and, despite being used to marry a couple, I was stealing bread. 

 On greeting our loving heavenly Father, I am presented with a scripture from Galatians 1:8 and repeated in verse 9; But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel to you, other than that we have preached, let him be (ac)cursed. 

With writing, editing and having on-line ministry, I spend a much higher percentage of time on-line than your average person, and, also, being a highly emotional creative, I see, feel, experience and am aware of so much more than Jo Average and that's just my natural character, before any faith is mentioned. Many times it's been spoken over me 'oh you think too much girl'. Do I? Begs to question that on rare occasions I have come across similar 'creative types' as myself, that they so naturally edify, encourage wholeheartedly and assure me that it's the 95 percentile that actually don't 'get it'. However, on saying that, I vehemently deny, that I neither 'get it', but, do feel that the creator does see fit to show me things that even many leader's won't hear, or will chose not to.


 I have, in my later walk, been exceptionally blessed with the Shepherd's that cover me, in as much that they have ears to hear and I am so grateful to be able to express and be judged accordingly and guided in love, if I have things off point, which I fully admit that I often do. Often; although I have tried to express myself, yet not having been raised in the word, I have been called both prideful, outspoken and told that I don't understand. One occasion in particular springs to mind. I clearly understood the vision that the Father had shown to me in His great mercy. What I hadn't learned yet at that point were times and seasons and when not to speak unless led by the Holy Spirit. I told my (then) Pastors wife, there will be an earthquake in China and she went berserk feeding me proverbs 18:21 and commanding me to speak life telling me I hadn't been born again long enough and to pull down vain imaginations. The same woman that had restrained me by the wrists and shook me angrily and had me in tears as she laid down the law down telling me that I could not marry the man I felt destined to be with at that time, quoting, that the Bible says conform to all authority over you, and that means me and Pastor, she said, and I am saying no; her erroneous behaviour, full blown antithesis of what she spoke to be. If you go with him, we will not either marry you, or bless this, she said. That was the day I left that church for good. The timing was pretty freaky as it was only within a month that earthquakes came forth in China. 

 On the subject of not being a born again long enough, and, having been raised as a Catholic - another subject matter entirely, I claim no religious title and don't ever want that, as I work out my salvation daily in growth and lessons learned. I believe religion to be exceptionally dangerous from experience. I believe that it is man made and designed to control the masses. I also believe that even many well meaning church's have far too many rules and regulations in place that are no where near in line with the word. I am neither born a Jew or speak anything other than being a born again believer as to John 3:3. The word Christian it's self was invented by human's. 

 After Yeshua's resurrection and ascension, the Apostles built the church, and great number's were added daily, but they did not use the title of Christian, neither did they study theology, have man made letter's after their names to confirm or prove their position in faith or go to Bible colleges. I see flaws in many area's of both the church and the flock, including myself, of which there are too many to mention specifically, but, this particular blog is brought for one that is being used to help my own personal growth through the pains and trials of life, which, believe me are very real.

A very deep and beautiful song was shared with me, which has touched me in a major way. The lyrics said 'my lover's got humour, she's the giggle at a funeral, know's everybody's disapproval, if the heaven's ever did speak, she's the last true mouthpiece'.  Oh myyyyyyyyyyy goodness, never were truer words were spoken about me, and yet, yeah, I love me, for all that I am, for all of my faults. I was blessed to be encouraged by the words of someone who said to me 'we're all flawed, no-one leaves this earth pure, not even babies. Think about that the next time someone point's a finger in your face and say's differently. Wow!! Now THAT'S my vibe - real talk, which now, brings me to the subject of the quoted scripture above. 

I have been in such oppression many times over 'the word' over the years. It's taken me a very very long time to understand two realities. Number one, that much has been lost and altered in translation from the Hebrew, through the Greek and finally, Western man's interpretation, not to mention the books that were removed - well errrm, if it's Gods word, then how does that line up with the aforementioned scripture - food for thought indeed, and number 2, that the oh so holy types of people who throw the word as a response on other's to either criticize or avoid discussion, are no better than me actually.

 I love God and believe completely, I receive Jesus Christ as He is known in the West, because I know Him and have had three personal encounter's with Him, but I speak true - as to the song, the last true mouthpiece, a modern female Jeremiah type. The Bible has been manipulated and altered by human beings and that's a fact. My God tells me study to show yourself approved - do you know what I found out when I studied hell? That there is no such word. The words in original Torah are Hades and Shoel and their meaning is grave. Would this bring one to believe that once this body dies, the born again transcend to heaven and the other's just die and lie in a grave? That hell is this earth here and now? I don't know but I will not stop searching. That the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom is not the word of God. How can I fear unconditional love? The original scriptures say work out your salvation in awe and amazement, not fear and trembling, bringing the meaning of the other one to be, to be in awe of the Lord is the beginning of all wisdom. I need grace in abundance as I get very frustrated at the phrases the masses use, such as, I need a God fearing man. No, I will not do fear. If that's so, then how do the fifty plus scriptures of 'do not fear' line up. It is no wonder I found the scriptures so confusing and hypocritical for so long. Mankind has poked and messed around with them to suit themselves. I thank God for prayers as this time with Him is what leads me to search and discover.

I will bless the Lord at all times and I stand firm as to Hebrews 4:12 which I believe to be correctly translated but I refuse to be so obsessed with modern day teaching's that I either lose myself or become, unfortunately, like some, devil obsessed. I am absolutely tired of hearing humans use the term, it's an attack of the devil on real life, day to day things that go wrong. I am fully aware that the spiritual realm is very real, but hey, a lot are seeming to forget that so is the earth that we live on and the choices we make. In no way do I underestimate fiery darts or disrespect my creator, in Father, Son and Holy Spirit, but, the devil does not make someone miss a bus or their shirt tear...things happen. I heard a woman speak that the devil broke her central heating system. No, the central heating system either needed a service or a part broke down because things wear out. It's insane to be so heavenly minded that we are no good for God to use down here on earth. We are human beings and are not there yet. One woman I know locks herself in her house and will only listen to Kenneth Copeland. That poor dear quotes 'and Kenneth said' from morning until night 24/7 and it's unhealthy! Another couple refuse to allow anyone into their home unless they are born again. Faith and the blessing of grace are there so that when we do mess up as mere human's, and we will, we have forgiveness and are redeemed by the blood of the lamb. 

Pepper - out! 

Flesh v Spirit. (Given Sept. 17th 2011)

 Nehemiah 2:4 The king said to me, “What is it you want?”     ''''''''''''''''''''''''''Then I prayed to the God of heaven'''''''''''''''''''''''''''', 5, and THEN I answered the king!

This man was WISE - he wouldn't even answer a KING who was kind enough to ask WHAT HE 'WANTED' !!

Oh how that would have been so much easier and self-gratifying/comforting to just have it all from the king handed out on a plate instantly and what the natural man leans to; and, in the short term can be an easier option. BUT NO! Nehemiah  did what we ALL have learn to do and practice daily and regularly and ASKED GOD FIRST as to 'lean NOT on the understanding of our flesh'.

Many phrases from other humans used to, at one stage make me angry as the Father used me to correct. Phrases such as, 'well I think' 'Well I just thought' 'Well it seemed' 'oh but it felt' 'well I was trying'  Despite being a relatively new Christian to those raised in the word and having no issues to always state this TRUTH, GOD had decided and shown me very deeply, very quickly and I was BLESSED to 'click on' to this making scriptures a part of our DNA so that they manifest out of us, my favourite then, and still stands live today, being proverbs

 I just simply couldn't comprehend why these seasoned people, some of who had walked like this for over 50 years were still using these flesh phrases, yet were preaching the word as they went - it just didn't make sense to me, so I questioned only to be totally patronized with 'oh you don't understand - you're just a baby Christian on milk and it will be many years before you get to meat'..... SAY'S WHO???? (I used to think), GOD is the BOSS not us, and, when I talked to him about this (as they were in fact insulting me, as I already saw and understood deeper), what I didn't yet know, because of being a 'baby' Christian (and I STILL AM and will ALWAYS need my milk as well as my meat that HE gave so quickly), then, what I didn't know yet was the following ..............  GOD told me, he said not all are called to the same level of anointing.

It is there for anyone who reaches, but many will never experience this depth of understanding, so instead of 'trying' to argue what you and I know is correct against them (as 'trying' is also my flesh - lesson learned and understood; Hallelujah Father), then this lesson showed me deeper personally too.

What I KNOW without question is, that the phrase that I use many, many times which came from a rap about the WORD that I wrote is imperative. That phrase is 'WORD OF GOD, BACKBONE FOR LIFE, S'alright'!

Therefore, whilst my blessed given teachings and essence of my own little self can and do reach many in my natural being and for our own ministry purpose, this goes out to those who don't 'FEEL' me personally and want to make it personal when IT's NOT, it's KINGDOM WORK! Word up!

There is a HUGE difference in talking the talk and walking the walk. What we think, feel, sense, imagine, even are VERY SURE of in a blessing of discernment is NOT VALID and the story of Nehemiah again proves the point straight out and true. He was very sad, surely it would have been natural to get what he wanted from the king to sooth his emotions. YES IT WOULD!

All I can do is THANK MY GOD that by learning from Nehemiah's story, that one TINY sentence ........  ''''''''''''''''''''''''''Then I prayed to the God of heaven'''''''''''''''''''''''''''', 5, and THEN I answered the king! Has given me an opening to teach for Jesus with the WORD OF GOD as backbone for life and now, NO-ONE can make it personal as the word doesn't LIE!

BE AWARE of the dangers of the flesh!

BE AWARE that the devil can appear as an angel of light.

FOUR TIMES I have been personally fooled by false prophets throughout my growth, and, so-called men of GOD that KNEW the WORD! The devil knows the scriptures and if a person is not snuggled up tight and close to Jesus in all thoughts, deeds and actions, then YES he even uses other Christians to do his filthy work and many times, those poor people have no clue themselves.

I dreamed of the planes causing mass death, havoc and destruction 3 weeks before they hit the towers. It was real that dream and I KNEW something horrific was going to happen.

 The devil went to deep extremes with me, fooled me with dreams, he showed me those towers BEFORE he smashed them up and then conned me through me wanting to be loved, even taking me all the way to the city of my hearts desire 3400 miles away and giving me a glimpse of America and then snatching it all back away which almost killed me in it's self.

My cases were packed, I had been to CITY HALL to see where I would be married to this already married man who was a LIAR and abuser. This was all because I ran on emotions - MY FLESH because having been abused since aged 3, I was soooooooooo desperate to be loved, that the devil worked me BIG TIME.

This story is only ONE of many, many in my short life. I don't think I can EVER write a whole testimony of my life as it would be a movie series bigger than star wars, in what I have overcome abuse wise. But I AM HAPPY.

I am on the victory side  IN JESUS NAME; because, despite the devil taking me to to suicide, OUR GOD SAVES and why I KNOW that I am to teach and keep on teaching of the seriousness and severity of the REAL DANGER of leaning on flesh! So, the WORD OF GOD taught me from Nehemiah to remind us all and including myself as I live and grow in HIM, working out my salvation daily that not even a prophet can be taken as TRUTH without FIRST ASKING GOD.

LEAN NOT ON THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE FLESH - WORD OF GOD, BACKBONE FOR LIFE. THANK YOU JESUS, THANK YOU FATHER - HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH PRAISE MY DADDY FOR ALL AND EVERYTHING FOR WITHOUT HIM WE ARE NOTHING. FOR IT IS WRITTEN THAT WHERE THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD IS, THERE IS LIBERTY. GREATER IS HE THAT IS IN ME THAN IN THE WORLD OUR GOD SAVES!